my body is as still as its ever been
i haven’t disregarded all the words you've said
or how impeccably neat your handwriting is
i haven’t disregarded anything you’ve said
i’ve run away from you
i run away from everything
i am careless, i am more alone than i’ve ever been
i’ve been thinking of how lonely it must be in a graveyard
this makes me sad, the fact that my body will decay over time